Monthly Archives: March 2014

the end

I desperately want to know how this ends.  When will happy be my default again?  When will I be able to get thru a day without crying? Ten years from now, when I look back on this, will I be … Continue reading

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i know

“God is not a belief to which you give your assent. God becomes a reality whom you know intimately, meet everyday, one whose strength becomes your strength, whose love, your love. Live this life of the presence of God long … Continue reading

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soul survival

As I walk thru this valley it is crucial that I remember joy and happiness are not the same thing.  Happiness comes from circumstance and therefore can come and go, wane back and forth.  Up one minute, down the next, … Continue reading

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how do i measure

I am feeling weak and sad today.  Grant’s little sister had such a hard day yesterday, tears, far away looks, no appetite.  Another fitful night with haunting dreams for me, waking before the sun and absorbing the reality again, of … Continue reading

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paradox

There is an apparent paradox in Scripture.  2nd Corinthians 12:10 says, “for when I am weak, then I am strong.”  On the surface that doesn’t even seem to make sense.  How is that even possible?  We cannot be weak and … Continue reading

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